"where the hard part begins..."
I was searching for an old blog post on my MySpace blog and came across this passage I wrote 5 years ago. Looking at my life now and the journey I am on, these words are so appropriate and so beautiful (i can’t believe I wrote them). The truth is, my soul has always known the way to my wholeness and is leading me each step of the way. For this I am so grateful and so thankful!
This is really where the hard part begins…defying ways of thinking and being that have gotten me through 28 years on the Earth and replacing them with healthier ways to think and communicate leading to a life of wholeness. I wrote a verse in a song that I’ve thought about often during this process:
Now I know that love ain’t always fine/Yes I know sometimes it’ll make you cry/But out of pain comes new life/So I’m willing to cry all day and all night
This is the attitude I’m taking on my journey to wholeness. I know going into this process that it will be painful and that it will bring tears but I also know that it is only out of pain that new life comes forth. It is for that reason and that reason alone that I’m willing to cry and hurt as long as it takes to become a new…a whole human being.
3 months ago
